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i just want to thank everyone
i just want to thank everyone who has read the things ive put on here. it helps a lot to just be heard and understood by others, since I usually use these as a way to vent my emotions. everything that i write is my true feelings at the time that i write. my beloved pikachu is a girl i have known for about 3 years now. The issue that usually arises in my writings is the distance between she and I, as she is in california and i live in texas; almost two thousand miles separate the two of us. after our initial realtionship fell through 3 years ago due to both of us simply fading away from each other, i started talking to her again a year after. i soon found out that she was in a relationship with someone else. since then, my love for her has only grown stronger, to the point of obsession. her love for me has been off and on, and for good reason; she is still in a relationship, a real one at that. i believe that if i were to show up one day, we would be together. it is the only thing i can
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Driving away from my emotions
Driving away from my emotions
I still think about you, every day, every hour of the day. I can no longer manage keeping you out of my head, that is with one exception. Driving. The faster I drive, the less I think. I can escape from all of my emotions, just by driving as fast as I can. It doesn't matter where I go, or how far I go, only that I don't think about anything.
It's getting more and more difficult to keep you in my life. It is extremely stressful to care so much for someone two-thousand miles away and be so attached to them. I would do anything for her, i would do anything to have her in my arms. But she doesn't know that. Despite all of my efforts.
I wish I had no barriers; that we had no barriers. The only thing that will make me happy is spending the rest of my life with you. i will spend my entire life searching for that moment with you, my Pikachu.
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My Beloved Pikachu
My Beloved Pikachu              
you know exactly how much i love you, yet you keep leading me on like i matter to you. I don't think i do matter anymore, not just to you, but in general. i'm starting to question if you've ever felt the way i feel about you. its really shitty to feel like the girl of your dreams would've done anything for you such a short time ago, and now would do anything without you. what's worse, is that my love for you is still alive. i want nothing more than your heart, but i cant have it, because it belongs to someone else. I've known it all along, and so have you. but i thought it was a good idea to maintain my love for you. i knew it would last forever, maybe you did too. but it has proved otherwise. you are living your life with someone else, and you cant begin to imagine how i feel when i see you with them. i don't really know what to do now. i want to love you. i want with all my heart to love you. but you don't love me. n
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i just want to thank everyone who has read the things ive put on here. it helps a lot to just be heard and understood by others, since I usually use these as a way to vent my emotions. everything that i write is my true feelings at the time that i write. my beloved pikachu is a girl i have known for about 3 years now. The issue that usually arises in my writings is the distance between she and I, as she is in california and i live in texas; almost two thousand miles separate the two of us. after our initial realtionship fell through 3 years ago due to both of us simply fading away from each other, i started talking to her again a year after. i soon found out that she was in a relationship with someone else. since then, my love for her has only grown stronger, to the point of obsession. her love for me has been off and on, and for good reason; she is still in a relationship, a real one at that. i believe that if i were to show up one day, we would be together. it is the only thing i can make myself believe, as i refuse to believe anything else. anyway, i hope you enjoy reading what i write. if you have any constructive criticism (or are feeling the same way..?) i am more than happy to listen and reply.
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